I got back to mental consultation after few months cease. 

Grandma came to my dream, just right that day I finish the consultation. 

I knew it’s definitely not her, cuz I’m spiritual. 

It wasn’t really smooth to find a new therapist, but  I am quite hit it off with this one.

It should be God’s gift.

Shawna is coming to MEL tomorrow.

It’s another half year passed, and I still remember I told myself every thing will get better when next time I meet her so I can tell her what happen in a calm way. 

But it doesn’t go well.

But once again, she comes at the right time.

It should be God’s gift.

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