The second Spring

 I hadn’t had  lose anyone and I had have meet my life long friend in the last two year spring, Melbourne.


Things just happened, and I was busy and exhausted  last year.

Regret and missing invaded me every now and then.

I did not feel any fear even though I was suffered and made some important decision last year.

My friends and my grand ma were there got my back.


I came back Melbourne, after two years.  

I still missing him and those days, nights, beaches even though just the common supermarkets. They all sometimes like weapons attacked me.


And I miss my grandma. My life is not easy this spring in Melbourne especially when I got attacked by those old memories, and then I will so much more missing my her cuz she is the only reason that I feel I can be coward and step back.

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